A lot happened
that year-it was during Vietnam
I was Thurston
County Dairy Princess
attending Centralia College by day and
working the 3-11 shift at the
Oregon Trail
Restaurant, nights
He came to my counter
just before closing, a broad dimpled
smile on his face
and said,
I need coffee…
I had just
cleaned the coffee machine
but I smiled and
said, it’s brewing,
As I set it up to make a new mess
for the cute guy
with the dazzling smile
And what is your name? he asked
Cinderella, I
said and he laughed,
a resonant belly laugh that made me
flush crimson
He plopped himself down on a stool
and smiled at me as though I were
a treasure; a girl
cannot ever forget a look
like that!
He drank coffee and we talked, while
I bustled about cleaning up
You’re ending
your shift, he noted
How would you like to listen to
some really great
music?
I was tired, but
he was oh so cute,
so, I said, yes, even though I almost
fell asleep on
the ride to his house
even though I knew I had Finals
beginning Monday
and had planned
to study all weekend
I stayed up,
necking till three,
listening to Waylon Jennings and
Ferlin Huskey
singing about
broken hearts and love gone wrong
It was my first
foray into country music
and what I did not realize at the time
it was the
beginning of my own country song!
He was going
through his second divorce and
he was only 26
A more
experienced woman would have
seen it coming,
but I was fresh off the farm
and only nineteen
Over the next few months, we had
lots of hot sex
I broke up with
him when his attention
waned and he married some divorced bottle blonde
with a three year
old ,the next spring
Let’s see, he was
27, it was his third marriage
when I met him, he was living with his mother
He had a Samoyed
named “Alki” (short for alcoholic,
he laughingly
said)
He had fathered a
child at 18 with his older
sister’s friend,
married her to give the boy a name
then divorced her
as quick as the baby came
One night a call
rang in from a girl he’d lived with
when he was in
the army stationed in Alaska ,
when
he was 19- after
he hung up he explained that she’d
been 17 at the
time and he bragged about doing
her and her mama,
too…eww!
Did I miss anything?
Red flags waving
all over the place-
right in my face!
But I fell in
love anyway
I mourned such a long time
then woke one morning and
I was fine…
RMK, from the chapbook Love Roulette.
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