Essays & Poetry (mine or others) pertaining to historical and current events and burning social issues.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

A Barefoot Walk on the Beach





















I had cajoled my friend into driving to the
Beach with the express purpose of taking
off our shoes and walking in the sand
Of course we fall in to talking about the
last time we were at the beach and
I remember that, for me, it’s been two years!
Oh my, how did I let that happen?
My friend has her smart phone and
that is how we find this somewhat not
too crowded beach at Ecola State Park
on the Oregon coast.
I have brought my camera to take seascapes
that I can use behind some nature poems
Unfortunately, my batteries are dead,
So I put upon Juliana to take some shots
for me with her smart phone…Ain’t the
21st Century a wonder?!
Later back home, she sends the photos
to me in jpegs…Incredible likeness to
what we saw…Immediately I am transported
back to the sounds, smells, wind and cold water
washes over our barefeet as we cross a little creek
that runs into the ocean…we see dead seagulls
sporadically along the beach-we count nine
before concern is voiced-what’s going on?
Juliana has captured a couple of breath taking
setting sun shots that I am drawn to…memory
jogged my mind wanders back to the dead
sea gulls…Why?!



RMK © August 2015

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

So, I Interview myself: What’s on your mind, Mad Poet?


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Relief from my existential pain:
Writing a poem, a rant, praise, wonder
Reading poetry, memoirs, history or other eclectic literature
Walking miles and miles in good, comfortable shoes
Driving in the country, up the Gorge, to the beach
Yoga & Pilates
Bicycling anywhere
Having an icy beer and taking a nap on the couch
Note to self: Look up existential and make sure it is the right word-
Looked it up-it is precisely the right word-ugh!

Main source of existential pain right now?
Computers, in general, mine, imparticular
Which causes this niggling upper back pain-ugh!

What might improve your life right now?
A better job
More money
A true love
A house in the country
More trips to the beach
Balanced hormones
A joyous, skilled dance partner
Good conversation with a trusted friend
Search for TRUTH-research on various curiosities
Bioidentical hormones and
Natural thyroid medicine
Going back in time, sitting on the hood of the Massey-Ferguson tractor,
facing Pop, while he drives the harrow back and forth over the field
asking him pertinent questions about life….


RMK © 8-19-2015

Friday, August 21, 2015



"Indians scattered on dawn's highway bleeding
Ghosts crowd the young child's fragile eggshell mind." 

A response to “Dawn’s Highway” from Jim Morrison’s
An American Prayer album (poetry workshop assignment)

MIND CARNAGE

1.      Observation: smudged, gory blood, broken bones, torn flesh
2.      Smeared like an abstract painting all over highway
3.      Contrasted with desert backdrop of beiges & greys
4.      Family, out for a Sunday drive
5.      Child witness: youthful impressions
6.      Fragile, vulnerable with no context
7.      Adults do not explain
8.      Drive on, unable to communicate the horror
9.      The gore is branded on the young mind forever
10.   Egg shell of protection, not just cracked
11.   But, shattered
12.   Parents not knowing what to say or do
13.   Change the subject
14.   Child, stunned-hears no more
15.   The day is soon forgotten by parents]
16.   Not so, the little boy
17.   Reality sucks!
18.   Parents do the best they can
19.   Is it ever enough?
20.   Essentially, each soul is on its own
21.   To learn its own curriculum
22.   To press to hard
23.   Would obliterate.
RMK June 2015 ©



Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Homage!





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Muriel Rukeyser
1914-1980

Holy Shit! Muriel Rukeyser died at age 66!
And she’s in my Heritage Dictionary and
I am 66 and about as obscure as any writer
can be

Of course she went to Sarah Lawrence and
I acquired my degrees out West where
the only Ivy League school within spitting
distance is Stanford

And hells bells, I did not find out until
years after college that where I went
even mattered-country bumpkin that
I am-after all these years I have some
clue why I have struggled

The good news is: I am still breathing!
I can turn up my determination dial,
hire a publicist, and possibly make a
mark before I leave this planet-or not

At this point, it’s easier to read
Muriel Rukeyser online and see

what all the fuss was about!

Thursday, August 13, 2015

Looking Out the Window at the Starbucks on 8th Street

I am quite sure I am not the only one struck by a stranger's similarities to someone we have known and miss. Sometimes the resemblance is so uncanny, it takes great restraint not to approach what is right before your eyes. A chance glance was quite eery:
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A cupie doll brunette with Jackie Kennedy dark glasses
catches my eye
She looks like my long dead cousin Christy,
 who succumbed to stomach cancer many years ago…
my cousin Christy, who decided to get married on my 20th birthday and although we had always been close, let her mother persuade her not to let me be a brides maid because I was no longer a practicing Catholic…
my cousin Christy who took me and my daughter in for six weeks the summer I was divorcing…
My cousin Christy, who made us attend church while we
were in her household, but protested most adamantly
when my eight year old wanted to take communion
with her cousins
My cousin Christy, who bought us matching barrettes to
get the hair off our necks on a hot summer day…
my cousin Christy, who engineered, single-handedly, a camping trip to a state park because apparently she felt compelled to treat us like guests and entertain us…
my cousin Christy who cooked the best zucchini and onions smothered in melted chewy gooey parmesan that I had ever eaten…my cousin Christy, who had rheumatic fever as a child and they feared it would shorten her life
my cousin Christy died at 52…

There is a woman not twenty feet from me who is a dead ringer for my cousin Christy,
 who’s been in the grave a good decade
How can that be? I wonder…and the doppelganger is sipping a pink drink, too! 
That is so Christy!
I resist for all I am worth, the urge to ask the woman her name
That would be just too weird…
         As I watch the cousin Christy lookalike walk away,
 I feel a certain warm flush and think, 
perhaps Christy noticed  her, too…

Spring 2011

RMK

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Guinea Pig


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He was telling me the story of Daedalus & Icarus
as he tied fir boughs on my arms with baling twine
I was eight and gullible
He was fourteen and filled with vision & dreams

Some day he would become an engineer, but
for today, I was again, his guinea pig as he
prepared me for flight from our 12 foot woodshed
He was my best friend and brother and
oh how I adored him!

The roof had a four foot pitch- enough, he figured,
for me to run flapping to the top and launch
into the stratosphere
Run, Sister, run! He hollered
My mother, ever vigilant, heard from inside the
 kitchen, stepped out onto the porch
and yelled: Stop! Do not jump!

Luckily, I screeched to a halt just at
the precipice and cheated death once again
However, my guinea pig role did not
end that day

Funny, my brother was such a sweetheart, I don’t
remember him ever being punished
Seems, everyone tolerated his “creativity”
I, more than tolerated it, I was a joyful
participant  and survivor!
Ah, the adventurous days of youth…



Having some sweet summer memories...Too hot to go outside, so I enjoy some wild memories until it cools down. 101 degrees on my thermometer yesterday, it has cooled considerably today. Where are wings when I want them?
raintreepoet reporting.

Saturday, July 4, 2015

Independence Day at South Bay!


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Uncle Ed and Aunt Louise lived on a hundred
acres on Puget Sound with a few thousand feet
of waterfront, backed by rolling hills, a sprawling
orchard and 70 Guernsey cows, waiting out
pregnancy and one Guernsey bull to guard them

Our Fourth of Julys began with
a clambake on the beach around noon
Uncle Ed had spent the morning digging
cockle and butter clams
He built a fire on the beach, and when it
burnt down to coals, he piled the grate
with salt weed we kids pulled along the shore
He layered the clams with salt weed then
covered the stack with wet gunny sacks

Butter melted in a pan close by the fire
The family gathered round as the clams opened,
 we piled plates with mountains of clams and
 melted butter in a clam shell, imbibing a delicacy
I can still taste today!

Lots of work went into this annual celebration
Many hands made light the work and we kids
joyfully did whatever we were conscripted
to do
In between times, I swung in one of the hammocks
under the trees, enjoying a bay breeze and relief
from the summer sun

Brother Doug was usually out in the field setting
off fire crackers, so napping was not easy but I
was young and Pop always said: Rainy has two
speeds: Stop and go like hell; so I must have
snoozed a little

Toward evening Uncle Ed and Aunt Louise with
everybody’s help, started hauling out the food
they had prepared for our barbecue feast
As the coals turned from red to white, the
hotdogs were first-Uncle Ed would frown if
you didn’t accept one,
Then the chicken went on-never pre-cooked,
 Uncle Ed, a doctor, always served it black!
There were endless salads and raw vegetables
harvested from all the family gardens and corn on
the cob, chips, pickles, olives and usually some
exotic offering Uncle Frank, antique & art dealer,
 picked up on his travels
Mom’s ice tea with fresh lemon and sugar was
drunk by the gallons and after a little rest
Aunt Louise brought out her strawberry shortcake
with succulent strawberries from her personal strawberry
patch, fresh baked biscuits piled high with rich, yellow
 Guernsey whipped cream

The women and children cleaned up while the men
rested, chatted, napped and then we children roamed
the acres exploring, warned to stay away from the bull!
Mom usually took a walk with my sister and me
As darkness approached, Uncle Ed and Pop opened
the fireworks and instructed brothers Burt and Doug
how to set them up in the field, buckets of water
and the garden hose nearby
Aunt Louise and mom and Aunt Erma brought out
the blankets and my sister Vick and I carried out
and set up the folding chairs in a semi-circle
where the extended family would later sit

Aunt Erma usually brought homemade fudge and
some glazed walnuts and later we would have
homemade ice-cream that any kid who wanted to
got to crank the churn-one of my favorite things
to do
Uncle Ed and my brothers set off the fireworks
Since pop and the uncles loved fireworks, they
pooled their money and we usually had an hour’s
worth to display-and many displays were visible
set off by other families all around the bay

At the end, after the last Roman candle died,
My sister and I danced around with sparklers
singing “The Star Spangled Banner” demanding
our share of attention
Later, I remember waking up briefly in my
father’s arms as he carried me to bed
Home at last, this little farm girl, turned over and
went to sleep, safe in my soft bed, to dream
I would later learn in school about the

American Revolution and why we were celebrating…